Blue

I've been feeling a little blue over here lately...I find myself in a bit of a funk.

I am having husband withdrawals that's for sure.

He comes home soon so that is good.

I am also finding that I am a bit homesick for FAFB.

It's snowing up there, and I know many of you will think I am crazy but.....I miss it.

It feels weird to be homesick for a place where, all though it has physically stayed the same, all whom I shared it with with have changed.

But still...I miss it, or rather I miss how it used to be with friends on every corner.

I find that I have isolated myself a bit here.

It was so easy when I lived on base and everyone around me was in the same boat.

I also acknowledge that my seclusion is my own doing.

I travel down to the valley quite often and haven't made myself available to branch out and develop relationships here.

I find that I am apprehensive about putting myself out there (as THIS POST explains), so that is an obstacle as well.  

I need to try harder though, especially since I am going to be very much alone relatively soon.

Jeryd's due to leave for an extended period of time, and I am far from ready for it.

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At least I have these little stinkers around to keep me busy.

Feeling my funk

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Writing about my funk has made me feel a little better.

Shaking it off and moving on.

xoxo